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I Don’t Want To Meditate On You

...I don’t want to meditate on You, that Your lotus feet should come into My mind like how the four kumāras, Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī, Śaṅkara, and Brahma meditate. I don’t want to meditate on You.…

Śrīmatī Rādhikā said, “My mind is Vṛndāvana; My heart is like Vṛndāvana. They are not separate from Vṛndāvana. The minds of all other persons are not different from their hearts; their hearts and minds are one. But I am not like so. My heart is Vṛndāvana. I don’t want to meditate on You, that Your lotus feet should come into My mind like how the four kumāras, Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī, Śaṅkara, and Brahma meditate. I don’t want to meditate on You. I want Your lotus feet in My heart, but You should know that My heart is Vṛndāvana. If You place Your feet in Vṛndāvana, then I will know that You have entered My heart and set foot there. At once You should come to Vṛndāvana. Our chariots are quite ready. The minds and hearts of lakhs and lakhs of gopīs are like chariots. You should sit on the chariots and we will at once carry You to Vṛndāvana.” Kṛṣṇa sat on the chariot and the gopīs pulled Him to Vṛndāvana, this is the mood of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu:
seī ta parāna nātha pāinū, jāhā lāgi madane-dahane jhurī genu Caitanya-caritāmṛta Madhya-līlā 13.113   [Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in whose absence I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away.]

July 17, 1996 New Jersey

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